It hasn’t always been this way
I wish my darkness would turn to day
I need someone to hear me
Someone please set me free
Each day brings a new disaster
It seems my heart is beating faster
Why can’t anyone level with me
Am I the only one struggling and down on one knee??
I didn’t have to believe the lies
The pain and sorrow continued to rise
This temporal fun came to a rough end
I thought that I was just becoming a good friend
Why did I fall down so low?
Why did I let my values go?
Now I can only look back in regret
The things of my past I will never forget
The people I hurt the lives I messed up
I should have made better choices growing up
They told me once they told me twice
I didn’t listen or take their advice
I went on in my sin and shame
I didn’t want to take the blame
My conscience seared my spirit quenched
In constant tears my heart was drenched
I need to escape I need to be free,
There was one who came to talk to me
All he said when he whispered the words was..
Its okay my child, GOD UNDERSTOOD!
Written in 2005